7.02.2010

Letter Day 8 & 9.

Day 8 : Letter to a Internet Friend.

Dear Stefanie;

I remember way back when I found your blog site on blogger long ago & would read your post - they were so deep; and though you were going through things you always found a way to make things better for you - you always stayed strong ....and never held back anything in your writing. Your words are so strong & inspiring - Hopefully you know this. You made me think for hours of things I was able to relate to myself. I remember thinking wow this chick is so cool ; I would love to get to know her - as a friend ; and not just some blog I read all the time. Luckily I did get the chance to speak to you a couple times -- && twitter then made it even more accessible. Lol. Your such a beautiful person inside & out ...and I am grateful to have met you through the internet world. Lol. Keep doing what your doing and stay smiling girl :)

xoxo
Jessica

Day 9 : Someone you wish to meet

Dear God;

So first off let me start by ; I am in NO rush to get up there - as beautiful as I know it will be. Lol. I feel like its wrong for me to say I want to " meet you " cus I feel like I know you ; but I just want to get to know you better ; be closer to you ; more connected to you. I know at times I turn away from you - rebel against what you want for me ....think I know better than you do when I really dont. But my love for you will NEVER let me stray completely. You have been there for me every single time I want to speak ; never close your doors on me. I want us to be the best of friends.....not just someone I come to once in a blue when I need help or guidance. I should speak to you through good ; and bad times. I am trying my best to make this change - and I know you see this. I want to allow you into my life again - in all aspects of it - without holding back. I miss you all the time ; and wish to meet you with you again and again every night in my dreams. Sometimes I feel you here ; but I want to feel you; hear you; see you more often in my mind ; my heart and my soul.

Love You;
Jessica

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* ClaudsMakeUpCorner * said...

Loved the letter to God. Sometimes I feel the exact same way.
BTW, I am a new follower on your blog and love it. I cant wait to read more of your stuff. Wishing you the very best!

xoxo